Dreamcatcher-O19

I'm still thinking about that last 4th of October. I can affirm I never dreamed of this. Never saw it coming back to me. NEVER. The fact was that, this boy I concidered "my utopia" showed up that 4, and... It took him to say something like..."I love you. You know who I am, and.. I can't stop thinking about you." to make me fall to my knees on the ground, asking to myself every kind of questions in blink of an eye... Is this real? Is it really him? What should I do? Is it good or bad to give him another chance? Am I ready for it? What if it works? What if it doesn't? Is this a joke? Is it sirious? Is it  true? Is it false? .... We came back together, starting from scratch, but this time we focus on the good things. The very good things. I mean, past also has its good things, but in that timeline were more intense the bad over the good. Nowadays, the good takes over this fresh new love, erasing the bad away, leaving no lead to be followed$: Today, November 22th we're so good and happy of being together, what others say is not gonna breaking us apart anymore.


I think this is might gonna have the fairytale ending I've ever wanted... <3

21 years old | Argentina - San Juan | What hurts comes free in life


~*singing in the stage, thousand of people going with me* WE WILL BE REMEMBERED!!! -the melody goes on but slowly, I walk forward and watch them all, kinda shaking, kinda atraid, just a little bit- ...I would like to tell you why I called UTOPIA to this record: -every shout is silenced and each and every one pays attention to me- Once upon a time, I met a boy. He was an ordinary boy, one more in a crowd. One day, he turned into something special. Till that point, he changed my mind. He became MY world. I didn't know he'd be my utopia. And with saying this, I mean, he was the perfection in person. There was no wrong or right thing with him, it was just him. -I look them all, and I let a tired breath come out - I met him the 10 of May of 2013, we met through a web site. He was from Chile, well, as you all know I am from Argentina... -chuckless- the little problem then, was that we were separated by Los Andes mountain... The biggest deal ever in my miserable life... -a little smile shows up on my red lips, I startd getting kinda blushin too-. We had too many ups and downs, till December came to us and those two big, really big fights on Christmas Eve and New Year Eve, made everything die. And so we died with it. -I look up to the sky trying to make clear my mind so I could go on, then I look to the crowd-. In January, we broke up for real, I mean, end up trerribly bad, so we couldn't fix it up and we decided to remake our lives as we could in that time. I accepted it, but many times I tried to get him back into my life, cause I felt myself completely empty, and unfold, that was awful.. It really was... -a sad smile appears on me, then I let it go-. The point of this story is that many song of this record has been insipired by him, like Explode, Losing Games, Chapter For You, Celebrate, Writing Of You, Mr Trouble.... He is the one and only for blaming. One part of him took off the best of me, and so it did his darker part to mine... Happy and sad moments were unics next to him. Nowadays I try not to cry when I think about this guy, cause I wanna remember him as the most intensive exotic dangerous relationship I've never been through. Because I think we all should see and have a kinda utopia as love personalized in someone, so we could know how it feels to fall in love even though the whole world tells you "you mustn't fall for him, because you're gonna suffer" and you do after that. doesn't matter if it ends up in a bad or good way, you just did, and risked it all for it, because we all need that person who makes us feel every kind of mixed emotions with just a little and maybe insignificant phrase as "hello, how are you?" and then of getting over it and starting again, broken or not.... for me, that's a truly utopia - I smile proudly of my speech, crying of happiness-

21 years old | Argentina - San Juan | Simply complicated


~I'm a girl who can express herself better through a pencil and a piece of paper. Never liked talking in public, but wish someday I could stand in front of crowd full of people who like what my lyrics -someday future songs- tell to them. By now I appreciate time studying and being focus on the story I'm writing {which is kinda about greek mitology and stuff like that, hope someday see it in a store, it would be AWSOME<3}. About hobbies I like reading books {I have no one special kind of story, but I did read Harry Potter, The Hunger Games, Twilight, Crescendo, 50 Shades Of Grey, and many others. They all turned out being better than I though, I don't lie}, listening to music {specially Taylor Swift   -I think everything that goes with this woman is incredible and amazing- and others artists as Paramore, Three Days Grace, Artic Monkeys, Parachute, Breanking Benkamin, The Fray, Daughtry, The xx, Lana Del Rey, Marina & The Diamonds, Rihanna, Katy Perry, The Pretty Reckles.. and so on..} ,watching movies {except horror movies, I hate them really. I'd rather romantic or fun movies, those are great ^u^}. I also love spending time with friends, they're form part of who and what I am. They just make my day-to-day much better than they can really be. Shiness is my weeknesses, and it usually makes me feel uncomfortable daily. I don't trust people too much, because I easily get hurt by them, and the worst part of it all is that I can be a b*tch after a bad trat. Sports don't go with me, but I try to get along to them(: by now I do swimming, it's pretty fun actually  



  
^Well, I don't know what is this for, but I like it :3